August 4, 2015


             If you think about it, time passes so fast. It seems as if 2014 was just here or that Paris Couture Week was last week. It's like when your parents tell you that time passes quick you don't believe them because you're so excited for every little thing. It's like tomorrow you're 16 and the next day you're 23 buying your first car. It's like wow, I feel like I barely left middle school but no, summer 2015 is almost completely done. It's just so weird when you think about it. I feel like where I am going with this is don't let people's criticism control your happiness. I've always dealt with a lot of criticism because I'm flamboyant or because of my sexual orientation. It's just one of those things that I just simply can't control. I guess I started thinking about all this because on Sunday I felt a bit self-conscious at Santa Monica beach. Usually I get weird looks 24/7 but this time it made me want to just curl up in a ball and sit in the corner. It was just so weird and I thought I was used to it but I'm not, at least not in front of hundreds of people. By now I'm pretty much over it but at the moment it was just like ugh. This week I am kinda excited because I might be going to the house where Season 1 of American Horror Story was filmed and if you know me well enough you should know that I love Season 1 and 2 of AHS. Although I won't be able to get inside the house I know that Taissa Farmiga was once there. PLUS it's in LA and if you know me even better you know my obsession for LA. When I was younger I lived in LA but I took it for granted (which is something you should never do for anything or anyone) so then I moved to Orange County and wala, I'm stuck here for a while. I personally don't like it here because of how far it is from LA and because of the lack of people in fashion (literally like 2 people out of the thousands take fashion seriously and I'm one of them). I'm going to end this post here because at this point I've about everything possible to human.

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