September 3, 2015

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If you haven't already noticed, school is back in session. Honestly if you haven't noticed that school has started you must be living under a rock because there is all those disgusting "back to school" ads along with hundreds of other teens complaining about it on social media. There is a time where there is humor behind all those posts but really you don't know what other people are feeling. There is so much horror into entering a new school, especially high school (yes, I am quite young, let's not discuss my age). High school is actually worse than Glee or The Perks of being a Wallflower, all the fuckery, sexism, and homophobia that is spit on a day to day basis is actually mesmerizing. I just stare into the blank sky and hope my best to not just scream. Along with that, it is inevitable to not stop talking to your middle school friends, they'll prefer their new friends that they're in sports with. Sadly I don't have the advantage of meeting new people through sports because I despise sports. There is one question that constantly repeats itself in my head and that is, " How the fuck am I going to survive for 4 years in this shit hole? ". Maybe I'll meet new people tomorrow, or the next day, or next week, I just really hope they help me not feel the amount of hatred that I have for that place. 

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